Here goes 2010!!!!

Here is my sweet baby I had in September. Now as we all know after having a baby we get more flabbier then ever. I really want this weight gone I have a goal of getting 25 lbs off. I need more than that off but for me this is realistic. This is a goal I am confident I can succeed in. Hopefully this new year I can get down to 149 but getting the first 25 off is my first goal.
I am going to use the treadmill and Jillian Michael 30day shred DVD. I have a new years resolution to eat no French Fries for a year. They are soooo bad for you. If any of you want to take that challenge with me let me know because I will need additional support just in that goal :) I am not going to eat past 9 at night. Eat smaller portions 5 times a day instead of 3 big meals. This helps with metabolism and hunger I believe. WATER what is with it I can't ever drink it. I like it but I don't drink it very much. I need to work on that too.
Any other pointers to help will be much appreciated. I think that who ever is going to do the New Years resolution thing or when ever, it is easier to have a plan of attack before and be prepared first. Also know it will be EXTREMELY hard at first but it will get easier and you will feel better and look and better too. I know my biggest goal is for my kids they deserve a healthy momma and one who can run around with them. Right now that's the mommy they don't have and I desperately want my energy back to be a playful mom and an example for them too. I'm glad I have this blog to help me focus and vent to and set goals with. Here's to 2010!!
O ya Jan. 1stI will post before pics.

I have to admit after breaking my toe I got weighed at the Dr Office...It was a shock to see the numbers loll out on the screen...In all my horror I was more worried about my weight than my toe. I got x-rays and such and then happen to talk to a nurse who mentioned she had gastric bypass...now I am not a stranger to the procedure mu cousin had it done a yr ago with some amazing results. She talked about it like it was the best thing that ever happen to her...she lost a hundred pounds and Honestly if she hadn't told me i would think she was always skinny and cute! She looked amazing! The wheels in my head went a cranken and I wondered if this is what I should do...I have never been this size in my life and I feel so lost still on loosing weight...even more so with my broken toe slowing me down...

So I talked to the Dr. and It was weird he didn't say much and tried to schedule the surgery right away....LOL YIKES to fast! he found out that I had to take a class on the ups and downs of the procedure...Whooo!

Josh and I showed up to the class, Josh wanted to see what the risks and what happens so he could be apart of the decision. I agreed Wholeheartedly because that would be a huge step. we sat and listen to the risks and the positives about the proceedure and all involved...it scared me a lot. I now see why my cousin prayed long and hard before doing it herself!


After the class we decided to first try really hard to work on weight loss after my toe healed to see what we could do with a nutritionist help and a set program. So that is what I am going to do. At least I will have some one giving me guidelines and maybe i will see some sort of progress!

I have found that I want to get up and go so much and I can to a certain extent BUT having two different sole heights due to the boot I have to wear it makes my back kill after so long!!! But after the first week in January I should be ale to put tennies on and hit the road... I think I am going to invest in some sketchers and try to get moving.

down but not out!

I did a good job you got love the right foot second toe in from the big one...the one that is off to the right! yeah it was worse when i first did it...GROSSSSS!!!

I preceded to break it and really mess it up by kicking the table leg while trying to scoot out from the table...so bad that he had to numbing and twist it and pull it out into place...OUCH!

An yet again a week ago I kick the table leg again....I am seeing a pattern here!
this time it was healed enough that i re broke a bit...but back in a boot for the next four weeks but at least I can walk a little bit!!!